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Записи с темой: ch-pop: han geng (список заголовков)
18:33 

Oh, let me be a part of the narrative in the story they will write someday

i want heechul to be happy but i always need hangeng to be happy so it is justified.

@темы: k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng

18:53 

i don't set alarms

Hankyung was happy with who he was; he was happy backing Heechul against the building wall and kissing him deep and open-mouthed.

@темы: quotes: out of context, pairings: awesome squared, k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng

19:14 

Spoiler

I can't let you go :)

The instant drop into feelings, unpause like, the never ending song.
I don't think I'll ever get over you.

@темы: k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng, pairings: awesome squared

10:42 

ревизия по просьбе трудящихся :)

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битвы в топ-3 бесконечные :) но сейчас я настолько уверена, что место хичоля просто нерушимо :D
шивон покушается на топ-3, очень рада его прогрессу во всех смыслах во всех начинаниях, вообще везде.
йесон и кюхен меняются местами (йесон, за это повышение скажи спасибо кайте)
итук и ханген как две нерушимости.
галя огорчила меня генри (БАТ Ю А ОН ФАЙР, ХАУ КУЛД Ю), и в условиях жесткой конкуренции это оказало огромное влияние.

@темы: people: friend dumplings, k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng

20:57 

20:32 

what i believe in is that
even if we fucked up everything between us
EVERYTHING
you are still one of the most important people in my life
and i see you in strangers
and i remember things that we used to hold dear
and when i visit places we used to visit
i think of you
and it stopped hurting
but it hasn't stopped being dear to me

and i write it here
not because it suddenly hurts and i need to talk about that
but because i want to use it as a fucking reminder
that time does heal
and it heals me, so it heals others too

and that is what i want for all the people hurting right now

@темы: k-pop: suju, k-pop: jyj, k-pop: dbsk, ch-pop: han geng, people: friend dumplings

13:02 

22:29 

мне 22 года, я уже ну вот совсем не тинейджер.
а ханчоли это как весь этот ТИНЕЙДЖЕРСКИЙ ЭМО АНГСТ
обиделась на все эти приходы. скачала флёр. в моей жизни не было ничего более тинейдж имо ангст)

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared

23:16 


@темы: ch-pop: han geng

19:49 

честно говоря, я не знаю, что мне больше нравится - идея того, что хичоль отнесся ко всему с пониманием, или идея того, что он был обычный прауд селф и очень злился и до сих пор злится по этому поводу.
даже не в смысле, что он все еще злится на хангена, это меня как раз мало волнует (ЛОЛ), но злится на ситуацию)
я часто абстрагирую ситуацию от человека, ее создавшего, и могу и годы спустя раздражаться из-за нее, давно уже не раздражаясь на человека.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju

23:43 


хичоль только что сделал что-то странное с моим топ-3 БУКАШКА!
не уверена, что подвинул хангена, но что-то драматичное провернул.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: ft island, k-pop: suju

00:17 

дорогой ханген, надеюсь, ты очень ценишь то время, что моя чудесная ники проводит в твоей стране.
потому что иначе ты неблагодарный болван D:

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, people: friend dumplings

22:43 

[22:33:28] Фудзи-сан: Я НАПИСАЛА ПУШКА ПОСТ
[22:38:18] hitamyu: а ты это запостила или нет? 0_)
[22:38:28] Фудзи-сан: ага
[22:38:32] Фудзи-сан: только что
[22:38:33] hitamyu: про кого написала-то?)))) а то знаю я тебя
[22:38:35] hitamyu: ты могла и про хангена
[22:38:39] Фудзи-сан: ЛОЛ
[22:38:45] hitamyu: СКУЧАЮ БЕЗ ТЕБЯ ЕДИНСТВЕННЫЙ
[22:38:56] Фудзи-сан: АЙ ДУ
[22:38:59] Фудзи-сан: ПОЙДУ СОТРУ
[22:39:00] hitamyu: единственный офишал китаец в суджу
[22:39:03] Фудзи-сан: И НАПИШУ ПРО ХАНГЕНА

ХАНГЕН ТЫ ЕДИНСТВЕННЫЙ КИТАЕЦ В МОЕЙ ЖИЗНИ :D

@темы: people: friend dumplings, k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng, quotes: out of context

22:36 

*здесь должна была быть картинка с хичолем, but i got angry at his face*

всякий раз, когда я вся такая - who even needs suju anyway? подлый хичоль атакует меня с какой-нибудь стороны, и я снова думаю: ох, but oppa is so hamlet, idek, how can i leave him alone!
i mean, kibum is my ultimate favourite, and hangeng is my second best choice, but i can leave them alone, because they are frankly not cute. and not openly sad. (when hangeng is openly sad, my heart kind of bleads in a not fun way, so let's not talk openly sad hangeng). и я люблю их просто так, я вообще не знаю, чем там кибом сейчас занимается и жив ли он вообще (much like with my je boys, you see), про хангена я иногда посматриваю новости, потому что почему-то никто вокруг меня не говорит про его слухи про теток (БАБНИК :heart: ), про его концерты, дурацких фанаток, прекрасного менеджера и миллион других вещей. я даже читала его сообщество раньше. пока он не победил в своем суде, хахаха, и мне стало скучно :D
с хичолем я не могу остановиться. i, like, always need to know that he's kind of alright.

@темы: k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng

22:37 


hello, top-2, where did you leave heechul and jay?

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pictures: the lazy ones

00:07 

because i need to save it :D

[22:47:28] Фудзи-сан: окей, i've reread your "to be deleted" hanchul. let's talk au
[22:47:42] hitamyu: lol whut? 0_0
[22:47:43] hitamyu: which hanchul
[22:47:57] Фудзи-сан: you
[22:48:00] Фудзи-сан: and your fics
[22:48:03] Фудзи-сан: i'm not even
[22:48:15] Фудзи-сан: the one where heechul thinks geography
[22:49:59] Фудзи-сан: so, just imagine. spy au. the one like in Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy
[22:50:31] Фудзи-сан: where hangeng is a spy
[22:51:01] Фудзи-сан: being departed to china
[22:51:12] Фудзи-сан: like all those russian spies, you know
[22:51:17 | Edited 22:53:12] Фудзи-сан: from US
[22:52:01 | Edited 22:54:41] Фудзи-сан: and he is greeted the same way in china as those *spies* in russia.
[22:52:13] Фудзи-сан: like he's not REALLY a spy
[22:52:42] Фудзи-сан: but he was asked by certain organisations to look for certain things
[22:54:01] hitamyu: aga
[22:54:09] hitamyu: and heechul?
[22:55:43] Фудзи-сан: and heechul is his, well, secret lover or something.
[22:56:02 | Edited 23:13:03] Фудзи-сан: and to make things worse
[22:56:18] Фудзи-сан: he could be actualy involved in some top secret stuff
[22:56:50 | Edited 22:58:04] Фудзи-сан: and hangeng had no idea heechul was involved in such things
[22:56:52] Фудзи-сан: i mean
[22:57:52] hitamyu: from other country?
[22:57:56] Фудзи-сан: they met each other in university
[22:58:01] hitamyu: (almost typed "from other universe")
[22:58:18] Фудзи-сан: from korea
[22:58:20] Фудзи-сан: yes
[22:58:30] Фудзи-сан: hangeng studied and later worked in korea
[22:58:56] Фудзи-сан: and chinese secret organisation asked him for some help
[22:59:19] Фудзи-сан: and he, well, didn't say yes but didn't exactly say no, because he was a dancer
[23:02:23] Фудзи-сан: and well didn't exactly had (or he thought so) any real way to secret information
[23:03:51] Фудзи-сан: and heechul thinks that hangeng knew about him working for government and that everything they had was a play
[23:06:41] Фудзи-сан: and hangeng feels played and he lost everything, and now he has only china and they make him somewhat a national hero and he wonders how does it look for all people he loved in korea. but because he's such a hero over there he is super popular and makes lots of money dancing
[23:06:45] Фудзи-сан: and people love him
[23:06:58 | Edited 23:12:02] Фудзи-сан: and he can live with his parents and so on
[23:07:09] Фудзи-сан: and well, it's his country
[23:07:31] Фудзи-сан: and he feels a little bit betrayed too, cause he had no idea about heechul's work
[23:14:23] Фудзи-сан: but at least he has no questions over heechul's love to him where heechul does.
[23:15:56] hitamyu: D:
[23:16:18] Фудзи-сан: and i think that siwon was an government agent (they all were friends, and siwon was the one who got heechul involved into this secret stuff) who actually discovered such an offer was made to hangeng.
[23:17:41] hitamyu: DDD:
[23:17:57] hitamyu: siwon will feel the most terrible out of all
[23:18:08] Фудзи-сан: and it was kept a secret for a bit, but later korea needed something from china or their agent over there was discovered and they needed someone to be swapped and the government knew that hangeng wasn't actually a spy
[23:20:53] Фудзи-сан: so it was a safe choice to announce him to be a spy
[23:21:30] Фудзи-сан: and YES
[23:21:38] Фудзи-сан: siwon will feel terrible
[23:21:47] Фудзи-сан: because he knew for a fact
[23:21:54] Фудзи-сан: that hangeng hasn't done a thing
[23:22:29] Фудзи-сан: and he felt terrible because he had to spy for hangeng
[23:23:11] Фудзи-сан: and later he felt terrible for questioning him (when he found out that hangeng wasn't spying, or, well, was really GOOD at this spying thing)
[23:23:44] hitamyu: saaaaaaaaaad
[23:23:51] hitamyu: very very sad
[23:24:58] Фудзи-сан: and later he felt even more terrible, when hangeng talked to him about this crap when he was being departed (and hangeng didn't know siwon was an agent at the time and because of that siwon felt even more terrible)
[23:25:53] Фудзи-сан: and during this talk siwon found out that hangeng wasn't an awesome spy, he was confused and very miserable and he loved heechul and loved siwon and others and even korea
[23:26:13] Фудзи-сан: and so in the end
[23:26:22 | Edited 23:28:27] Фудзи-сан: siwon knew all the parts of the story
[23:26:33] Фудзи-сан: and couldn't tell anyone
[23:27:18] Фудзи-сан: but i want a happy end :D
[23:28:58] Фудзи-сан: but i have no idea how to make it believable at all.
[23:29:01] Фудзи-сан: i mean
[23:31:18] Фудзи-сан: i can have heechul stop working for government and after a while when he can go travel overseas, he can go to china.
[23:32:41] Фудзи-сан: or, better, i can have hangeng SUE something :D well, i mean, he wasn't spying, he was asked to, but he never actually did any of spying. and, well, he's good at suing :D
[23:32:58] Фудзи-сан: and i can make him somewhat win
[23:39:45] Фудзи-сан: and i hope they wouldn't be too old by this time, lol

@темы: quotes: out of context, people: friend dumplings, meh: meta, k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng

00:36 


@темы: ch-pop: han geng

02:24 

because skype is a bitch

the first (and the last) time heechul tried online!sex with han geng, han geng was very confused. he asked siwon what heechul was talking about and showed him the log. siwon cried and prayed for a week.

@темы: k-pop: suju, ch-pop: han geng

20:06 

the barman is in her late twenties and she smiles at him warmly and makes him another cup of coffee.
- are you chinese? - she asks while cleaning glasses, and he nods.
- got divorced recently, didn't you? - she says in sloppy chinese, but hangeng is surprised nonetheless.
- yes, - he says, chuckling a little,- you can say that.
- there are lots of guys like you. it's a good place for recovering, - she never stops smiling and she leaves him to take some orders from new customers.
- yeah, - he says slowly. - seven hard years.
and he thinks of heechul, he thinks of angry kyuhyun, and he thinks that it's really like a divorce with kids and stuff after all.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng

15:37 

because han geng likes to talk about his heart :)

no one wants to be in dbsk fandom. no one wants to have their heart ripped in two slightly different in size and a bit dysfunctional parts.
except well they do.
it's not insane it's not even almost every time about the love of drama. some people just do love the boys and their hearts just fell in love and didn't plan to break but couldn't resist.
but it is mostly about the drama. people poked their hearts with this story and cried their hearts out and it's because they need to feel things. because life is grey and weather is duh and a city is fast and boring and it's insane but they need to feel alive.
it's not that they don't love the boys. they are just really really bored out of their minds and the drama is interesting at last.
but they do wait for happy end.
the song of hate towards sme is a part of the story but no one wants this kind of ending.

news fandom is in never ending wonderful sorrow.
it's random boys who kind of hate and love each other. and it's random girls who still loves them no matter what.
and it's nine going eight going seven and almost immediately six just to stop being and then stop being stopped and go on and be beautiful and hopeful and to be four in the end. well this-moment-end. it's never ending so you never know.
it's not even two pieces of a heart. it's getting little pieces cut off one (two) at a time and feel them and love them and hate them all a little bit because you kind of have nine little hearts and it's not a nice feeling.
it's less dramatic. it's not intense enough it's for those who love slow songs of lost friendships of letting go of loved ones and meeting them ten years latter while riding a bus. it's about awkward talks and lost chances. it's about dreams that probably just weren't meant to be fulfilled.

suju is for those who is a fan of dramedy. the moment things start being too intense you switch comedy on and you cry and laugh and like that it's not clear any more what are your feelings. life couldn't get better so it got worse.
there are lots of people there there are fifteen people there who will step in if someone steps out and it's wonderful if you think of it. but there are fifteen people full of unhappy stories to tell and you kind of love them and you kind of love them completely not just the good parts. and when one leaves there still fourteen people around. and you think that's all right you think that one fifteens is a small part. it's even less than seven percent, it's even less than a commission you pay buying their new dvds or calendars or something. well you don't think that you're a little bit too good of a fan to think that but you are really happy to have just one out and still fourteen in. it's not like dbsk fandom you tell yourself at night.
suju fandom is for those who is even less prepared to lose and wants to reduce their risks of being hurt by investing in a variety of assets.
i don't know if it works. you kind of lose less but you kind of lose more.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, j-pop: news, k-pop: dbsk, k-pop: jyj, k-pop: suju, meh: meta

and so it goes

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