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should i change tags to "sme: suju" and "yg: big bang" and so on?

у джиди дурацкий голос, бат самхау ай лайк ит э лот. наверное, дело в том, что он поет)

@темы: k-pop: big bang

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title: words are shortcomings, ends and forever by catskilt
rating: pg
pairings: heechul/hankyung, heebum
word count: 4285 words
summary: one morning, heebum begins to talk.

title: what naturally follows
pairings: kyuhyun/zhou mi.
word count: 5280 words;
summary: Zhou Mi has never been a reliable narrator.
notes: БИ такая БИ, но я не поняла, что произошло

title: you know you're a crazy cat person when...
rating: pg
pairings: bandfic; Donghae-centric, implied Hankyung/Heechul
word count: 1,768
summary: There is one really bad downside to having nine lives, and that is that you have to lose one of them before you realise it, and the thing about dying? It tends to hurt.
notes: ♥ кроссоверт с чем-то, что я не знаю.

title: remedy
rating: G
pairings: Hanchul
word count:
summary: "For a moment he's tempted to give in to the pain and pass out, anything to get away from his body, broken and useless."
notes: хичоль в больнице после инцидента

title: call me when you get this
rating: G (gasp!) not really
pairings: Hanchul
summary: Once again, Heechul tries to fit himself into a suitcase.
notes: ханген собирается в китай.

title: the planets bend between us
rating: pg
pairings: Hanchul
summary: The first time Heechul has a fight with Hankyung is also the first time he shifts between alternate realities.

title: the bank of dad
rating: pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: Snippets from the bbyverse, where Hankyung and Heechul have a daughter.

title: i will keep the bad things from you
rating: pg
pairings: sungmin/ryeowook, hankyung/heechul
summary: This fits into my hanchul bbyverse. Sungmin and Ryeowook babysit.

title: and the shadow of the day
rating: pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: “I hate you,” Heechul says, but in his head it sounds more like I miss you so much it hurts

title: sj/tvxq 9.0 works
rating: pg
pairings: ханчоль и бэндфик мостли
summary: fic from the 9.0 kpopficwangst meme, the last being archived separately
notes: про ынхека, который сталкерит шивона в церкви И ВСЕ В КУРСЕ, КРОМЕ ШИВОНА, про итука, который бесстрашный лидер,

title: Things Behind the Sun (There is a Light That Never Goes Out); Half the Perfect World
rating: g
pairings: Hanchul
summary: 2 drabbles; if you use them too often, words start to lose their meaning

title: first times
rating: kindafail!NC17
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: a series of firsts, separate and combined.
notes: “You be in charge, big boy,” he says dryly, “That way if anything goes wrong it’s your fault.” ХАХАХАХАХА

title: rice candy melts in water
rating: ... g? i guess ">
pairings: donghae-centric, bandfic, kibum/donghae, slight indications of kyuhyun/zhou mi and hankyung/heechul
summary: the olfactory system never lies, and people never change
notes: О ДОНХЭ ♥ а мой любимый кибом злодей D:

title: leave your bones on the alabaster stones
rating: pg-15 pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul,
summary: before, during, after the lawsuit, Not in chronological order.
a/n: i don't think i've ever hated something so much. also written under extreme exhaustion and substance abuse \o//. not betaed.
notes: “We can,” says Hankyung, and he says it like a prayer.

title: hallelujah
rating: pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul
word count:
summary: thirty hanchul moments, not necessarily connected первая половина
notes: номер 12
“We should get married,” Hankyung blurts out, and the stylist gapes at him, hand at her heart and eyes sliding sideways look in horror at Heechul behind Hankyung.
“No!” Hankyung says, horrified, “not you of course, I meant—not that I wouldn’t want to marry you, well, I really don’t, actually. But like, someone else! They would be so lucky as to—Heechul?” He turns desperately around, begging for help, and Heechul rolls his eyes.
“You’re very pretty,” he says drily, “now get out.”
“Don’t cry,” Heechul says mockingly, “you’re also very pretty. Like a little princess. A pretty pink fairy princess. Of fail.”

title: faith is a synonym for undeserved love
pairings: hankyung/heechul, babyverse
summary: depression hurts everyone around it. no previous knowledge needed beyond "they have a daughter named Mei-Ha"
notes: very very very sad one. i also love the way their family functions.

title: Wanna Spoon For A Bit? by inuvampy and saki_hoshino
rating: R
genre: humor
pairings: Donghae/Eunhyuk, Kangin/Eeteuk, Siwon/Hangeng/Heechul, Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi/Sungmin, Yesung/Ryeowook and Shindong/Everyone
word count:
summary: Shindong has the urge.
notes: йесон из крипер энд итс эмэзинг

title: recently diverged
rating: r
pairings: kyuhyun/zhou mi
word count:
summary: a love song written upside down. au.
notes:the one where mimi is a songwriter

title: and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
rating: nc-17
pairings: Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi
word count: 6905 words;
summary: Zhou Mi is in a crisis of unrequited love. Kyuhyun plays Patapon.
notes: the one where qmi aren't subassan but nishikato for my pleasure

title: a life less ordinary
rating: T (PG?)
genre: angst, dark
pairings: Sungmin-centric
summary: Sungmin sees things
notes: didn't like it in a good way

title: the next generation by gyuche
rating: G
pairings: QMI, Hanchul
word count: 961
summary: Heechul defends his territory while Kyuhyun gets annoyed. Zhou Mi has a heart attack or smth.
notes: the one where Qmi are hanchul and heechul kind of reminds me of bitchy!koyama.

title: Gray by gyuche
rating: pg
genre: angst, romance
pairings: Heechul, Hankyung
summary: Heechul POV. my take on current events regarding his injury and absence.
notes: not the best but i like drama

title: cirque du freak
rating: pg-13
pairings: Henry, Zhou Mi/Kyuhyun
word count: 1425
summary: It's true: weird shit like this never happened in Canada.
notes: the best thing that happened since heechul and hangeng stopped being the best thing D: henri IS on fire :3

title: you spin me right round (1/2) (2/2)
pairings: Main QMi, side Hanchul
summary: Zhou Mi is a part-time Prada employee with too many dreams. Kyuhyun is a part-time model with absolutely none. Things, inevitably, are bound to happen.
notes: didn't quite like hanchul xD but otherwise it was to dramatic but likeable.

title: and you’ll never leave me
rating: pg-13
pairings: QMi, (no) hints of Kihae and Hanchul. Leaning towards band!fic.
summary: How Super Junior happens (or doesn’t) on a completely different timeline.
notes: didn't like it D: but kind of liked in anyway. so there.

title: third time's the charm
rating: pg-13
genre: Fluffish. Romance? Attempt at it?
pairings: QMi, side Hanchul
summary: In which Zhou Mi is too tall (says Kyuhyun) and Zhou Mi is too smiley (says Kyuhyun) and Zhou Mi makes Kyuhyun’s heart thump in weird ways (denies Kyuhyun) and Heechul is awesome (says Heechul)
notes: would have been probably better with only hints at hanchul, siriously 0_0 quite nice ">

title: The Internet is for Porn (or, 20 Things That Probably Wouldn't Happen If Super Junior Were in Fandom)
rating: pg-13
pairings: Various (Siwon/Hankyung/Heechul, Kibum/Donghae, Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi)
word count: 4882
summary: In which Eunhyuk is a moron, Siwon is judgemental, Eeteuk is a girl and no one really knows what's going on.
notes: still the best thing over there. it's like database is unavailable but suju.

title: kidnapping and other fun things
rating: G
genre: humor, weirdness
pairings: band!fic
word count:
summary: kangin stole a baby
notes: loved it.

title: BECAUSE SHE LOVES HANCHUL, THEY ARE ALL HANCHUL
rating: pg, pg-13
pairings: hangeng/heechul
summary: i just put itunes on shuffle and wrote whatever came to mind. there is no purpose to these other than to make her happy. these are unbeta'd because she is my beta and they're a surprise, so there are probably typos and such. THERE MAY BE ONE BASED ON DR. HORRIBLE'S SING-ALONG BLOG, AND ANOTHER ON LORD OF THE RINGS. :| there are no excuses for this crack. ENJOY, BB.
notes: the first one is still the best one ♥

title: sunday morning rain is falling
rating: pg-13
pairings: sungmin/ryeowook
summary: Fits into my hanchul bbyverse (just need to know they have a daughter named Mei-ha) and how minwook decides to jump on the bandwagon
notes: MEI-HA IS

title: four times hankyung got jealous [1][2][3][4]
rating: pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: like the title says, my friends,
notes: very very nice description of how heechul actually operates

title: unraveling with every word
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), Kyuhyun/Zhou Mi
word count: 10,845
summary: AU. When Kyuhyun begins exchanging postcards with a student in China, he never expects to end up falling in love with his best friend.
notes: loved it almost at hello. it's almost the best qmi i've ever read

title: sj ma ma ma MAH
pairings: Hankyung
summary: This is a ficlet written forcivilized_era regarding Xiao S or whatever her name is wrapping herself around Hankyung like I (and a good chunk of Asia) would very much like to. Reeallly only makes sense if you've seen the photos. (omona and hangengaday should have them)
notes: DANGER!!DANGER!! shrieks his upstairs brain

title: this little light of mine
rating: pg
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: more hanchul babies, sequel to and your heart will go walking
notes: MY FAVOURITE VERSE EVER :3 mei-ha is the love

title: and your heart will go walking
rating: pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: Making the decision to have a child - it's momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking outside your body. HANCHUL BABIES. KINDA.
notes: hello, favourite fic.

title: oh the devil is a friend of mine
rating: strong pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul, (siwon/god)
summary: heechul tries to inspire a crisis of faith. Crack.
notes: “I,” says Siwon declaratively, “hate you both.”

title: like slow-dancing in a burning building
rating: pg
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: heechul wonders when he got married.
notes: “Heechul,” he says coaxingly, “come on, we can watch Big Bang on the television and mock their hair and outfits…”

title: Wordplay
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), Hankyung/Heechul
word count: 1185
summary: Heechul posts to his cyworld.
notes: He wonders why he loves someone so incredibly dense.

title: may it be
rating: pg
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: the night before and morning of
notes: just ok.

title: Dear Post Secret
rating: pg
genre: gen
pairings: SME, various implied
word count: 785
summary: Fifteen secrets kept in SM Town. The things they can't - or don't know how - to say.
notes: (Not a secret)

title: getting used to getting by
rating: pg-13
pairings: Hankyung/Heechul, Siwon/Hankyung
summary: AU, Slice-of-life, Hankyung breaks up builds up and goes on.
notes: “I’m tired of being not unhappy”

title: Come Find Me
rating: pg-13
pairings: Hankyung/Heechul
summary: part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won't fall Short abstract scenes, written to a lovely song.
notes: i miss you more than i thought i could

title: dancing in cadillac light
rating: pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: roadtrip, future!fic, backwards chronological order
notes: ok?

title: The Case of the Disappearing Member
rating: pg-13
pairings: Super Junior (M), Kibum/Donghae, implied HanChul, QMi, others
word count: 3520
summary: Crack. There's a reason no one knows Kim Kibum's name these days, but that's going to change whether Kibum likes it or not. Featuring burritos, a basketball game, and betting pools.
warnings: light-hearted treatment of alcoholism
notes: No alcohol. No burritos. No Donghae. Kibum doesn't think he'll be a fan.

title: 100-word drabbles (collected)
notes: "superpowers", super junior, qmi
"what you meant to say", super junior, shihanchul, where hangeng can sudenly read minds

title: letting the cables sleep
rating: pg
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: the disintegration of them, lawsuit fic
notes: if i'm clinically depressed only. to make me even more depressed.

title: Now For Your Weekly Paradigm Shift
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), Zhou Mi/Kyuhyun, ninja pairings
word count: 3250
summary: Henry is tired of the world shifting under his feet and messing with his head.
notes: HENRY, YOU'RE ON FIRE :3 favourite henry!fic

title: How The West Was Won
rating: pg-13
pairings: Hankyung/Heechul/Amber
word count: 9528
summary: Now he makes cakes. They all do.
notes: heechul!harry makes me sad because harry makes me sad but i still love it.

title: In the Grand Scheme of Things
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), bandfic (some Kibum/Eunhyuk, some ninja)
word count: 2150
summary: Kibum grows out his hair and everyone wants to know why.
notes: "Why'd you send me this pic of some chick with a guitar?" Kangin asked Heechul. "She's pretty hot, though. D'you know her? Can you introduce me to her?"

title: Haters to the Left
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior, bandfic,
word count: 370
summary: Heechul makes a bold statement.
notes: His phone blinked a happy message at him: Heechul's brilliant ideas when drunk

title: we are yet expire
rating: pg-13
pairings: hankyung/heechul
summary: (vampire!au) Hankyung takes in a young, new vampire. Oooh lalala.
notes: it's VAMPIRE!AU. i only read it because i was bored and it's only here because donghae is hilarious

title: Five Super Junior Members Who Believed in God
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), gen
word count: 1170
summary: Faith is different for everyone.
notes: oh heechul :3

title: I’m Going Crazy Crazy Baby
rating: pg-13
pairings: Super Junior, band!fic (various pairings)
word count: 1536
summary: Preparations for the third album might have gone...not at all like this.
notes: This piece of total and utter crack is inspired by these pictures and this video of the Sorry Sorry choreography. Love to black_goose for fangirling, idk, everything with me, and supporting Sungmin/SNSD. “I want to do a fucked-up rockstar look,” Heechul demanded.

title: Candles in Your Cake
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior, Donghae-centric
word count: 1085
summary: It's not the years in your life but the life in your years.
author notes: Korean ages (standard years + 1). May not be historically accurate.
notes: donghae is adorable.

title: Wherever You Will Go
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), bandfic
word count: 1360
summary: Sometimes the distance between Korea and China feels infinite.
notes: meh, but the snippet at the end is BEAUTIFUL :3

title: Who Will Be Your Wings?
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior, Kibum-centric
word count: 1200
summary: Kibum wants to leave the group. But if you want to fly, who will be your wings?
notes: the fic is better than description but it's still boring. so unless you are kibum fan as me you shouldn't be interested.

title: At Least I Still Have You
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M)
word count: 2285
summary: gen, Reactions to and interactions of SJM.
notes: 5 and 6 :3 (and the comment after sixth)

title: Baby Blues
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior, Hankyung/Heechul
word count: 2250
summary: In Heechul's opinion, babies would be a lot more tolerable if they were adults. That is why he did not agree to this babysitting thing.
notes: it's hanchul with donghae's baby. OF COURSE I LOVE IT

title: Can't Resist This Thing Called Destiny
rating: pg-13
pairings: Super Junior, KangTeuk, HyukSu, YehWook, Shindong/SNSD, MinRy, QMi, ShiHanChul, KiHae
word count: 3280
summary: Meta-fic. What happens when cosmic forces decide SuJu need some helping along.
notes: it's stupid. i love stupid.

title: The Truth Behind the Bonamana MV
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), bandfic
word count: 2335
summary: The origins of the set (reused) and the choreography (inexplicable): poor life decisions.
notes: Leeteuk lost MV budget in a bet. to SNSD.

title: all bets are off (it's a sure thing)
rating: pg
pairings: Super Junior (M), Siwon/Hankyung, Hankyung/Heechul
word count: 2860
summary: Siwon knows that friendships should never be competions. (But if they are, make sure you win.)
notes: IT'S SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD but i love it a lot, i'm sorry, siwon.

title: Take Your Favorite Fariy Tale and Tear it Up [1][2]
rating: PG/PG-13, R
pairings: Super Junior, gen + various
word count: 1000+1500
summary: wherein I villainize cute, sweet Super Junior members.
notes: LOL. EPIC LOL

title: of us, a history complete
rating: R (inexplicit sex), gen/romance/angst
pairings: Heechul-centric, the pairing is obvious once you start reading and once you understand it's my rec list
word count: ~1800
summary: Chronicling their lives after Super Junior.
notes: it was beautiful. also, hangeng dies (very old, but still)

title: Sway (in 4 parts)
rating: R
pairings: Han Geng/Amber, Heechul/Eunhyuk, Heechul/Hankyung
summary: Collisions, and the vehicles that carry them there.
notes: IT IS BEAUTIFUL. when i stop reading this stuff and start somehow reorganize it i'm going to create a post with "the best of the best aus" and it's going to be there.

title: A Thousand Times Over
rating: PG-13 for non-graphic violence
pairings: Heechul/Hankyung
word count: ~1600
summary: Heechul finds himself in the same scenario over and over again. It usually involves bleeding profusely.
notes: this fic stopped me being hurt. i'm not hurt any more and it's because of this fic, you see.

title: it's meta
summary: After all, love isn't a luxury. Love is getting damn lucky. And you love him. All the time. So here's your question: Why didn't he come after you?
notes: well, it's hanchul drabble, and it's wonderful

title: the ones we were
rating: pg
pairings: Eunhyuk-centric, Eunhyuk/Donghae, bandfic
word count: 7072
summary: Hyukjae wakes up in a facility. He's been in a car accident. au
notes: it's awful. it's a train wreck

title: Stolen
rating: g
pairings: Heechul/Hankyung
word count: 111 words of awesome

title: wip: the hanchul that wouldn't end
rating: pg
pairings: hanchul
summary: this has been my baby since late october. i wanted to finish it by the end of this year, but the whole thing with geng struck and i just never got around to it. basically it's supposed to focus on heechul and the various people in his life (jay, yunho, donghae, kibum, hankyung,...). i think i was overly ambitious, haha.
notes: it's wonderful even that way
warnings: out of order. just stuff i wrote and kept in the same document.

title: First Chance
rating: pg-13
pairings: Hanchul
word count: roughly 3300 words
summary: Hankyung convinces Heechul to go on a road trip.
notes: ♥ road trip and everything is fine
a/n: Milkshakes aside. AU in the sense that this never happened but pretty much same universe otherwise.

title: Raising Flags
rating: pg-13
pairings: Hankyung/Heechul, Siwon/Sungmin
word count: 8,607
summary: Two weeks later, Heechul recieved an e-mail from an address he didn't know, and opened it to realise that at some point, Sungmin had signed him up to an online dating site.
notes: the one where hangeng loves doctor who.

title: the line between good and evil is a thin line indeed
rating: PG? PG-13 if language is an issue.
pairings: Big Bang gen, really. But G-Dragon/Seungri at the end, kind of.
summary: “We’re here to discuss what kind of sexual favors Seungri had to perform for the Powers That Be to get super powers and what kind of blasphemy it is that the magnae – the magnae – is cooler than the leader.” People get superpowers. People who are not Jiyong. This is a problem.
notes: For gdheartri's contest about Big Bang having superpowers. Basically, this is a superpowers AU! You have been warned.

title: Still Ashamed Though
rating: pg
pairings: G-Dragon/Seungri, the rest of Big Bang.
word count:
summary: In which Jiyong is not a rapist and Seungri does not have a crush on anyone. (Only one of the above statements is true.)
notes: summary sucks in a creepy way, but the fic is awesome. kind of

title: shameless, or not
rating: pg-13
pairings: G-Dragon/Seungri
word count: 4178
summary: This is Jiyong, and this is Seungri. Jiyong doesn't know what he's doing anymore, and Seungri just doesn't know, period.

title: the path of least resistance
rating: pg
pairings: g-dragon/cl
word count: 1829
summary: i heard the weather has cleared up from the west.
notes: aww

title: Love is blind, and optimistically selective the rest of the time
rating: pg-13
genre: Fluff, romance, humor
pairings: Hanchul, minor Kyumin and Eunhae
summary: AU. In which Hankyung and Heechul fail at dating.
notes: that's awesome. plain and simple awesome.

title: something's gotta give
rating:
pairings: hanchul
word count: 1.7k
summary: "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - marilyn monroe
notes: "I went into your room, and all your clothes were gone. Then I checked the door and all your shoes were still there. Silly."

title: Hankyung's Revenge
rating: PG-13 for mentions of violence and animal cruelty
pairings: Hankyung, Hankyung/Heechul
word count: 468
summary: What does Hankyung have against Yesung?
notes: HAHAHAHA

title: in the spaces where you can't see
rating: pg
pairings: Hankyung/Heechul
word count: 424
summary: Angsty, thinky Hanchul drabble. What if Heechul had never met Hankyung?
A/N: Partly a continuation of fic meme. I would like to continue/edit this, perhaps, but there is only so much Hanchul sadness I can take.
notes: If Heechul had never met Hankyung, he’d be just as happy, if not more, he tells himself, because you can’t miss something you never had.

title: Physical Therapy
rating: nc-17
pairings: Heechul/Hankyung
word count: ~3600
summary: Heechul believes in lying to his shrink. He's an awful liar.
notes: fail!nc-17 is the best kind!

title: we are vindicated (and selfish)
rating: pg-13
pairings: Super Junior; band-fic, various pairings
summary: A day in the life of Super Junior’s Facebook feed.
notes: well, does it need saying?

title: Worst Case Scenarios, And How To Fail At Avoiding Them by papered
rating: pg
pairings: Henry
word count: 1622
summary: "Super Junior M is going to do a North American concert next month," management informed them one day.
notes: Henry isn’t sure how they can do "more" without actually having sex on the stage.

title: Fractals [AU]
rating: r for one brief mention of sex
pairings: kyuhyun
word count: 4528
summary: Kyuhyun turns music down in favor of math. He still manages to meet Zhou Mi. Sort of.
notes: really sad one.

meta: yesung!meta!post
pimp: yesung!pimp!post

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запись создана: 27.11.2011 в 14:31

@темы: k-pop: dbsk, k-pop: big bang, ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared, links: fics, orgy: 3 of them, me and my pillow, k-pop: 2ne1

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[2:42:14] Фуджи: “Stay out of this, Hankyung. I know how much you want to agree with me, but sometimes I just don’t trust you.”
“That’s because I never agree with you,” Hankyung said.
я не знаю, чего мне не хватает D: сахара? железа? витаминов? почему я без всего этого раньше нормально жила, а теперь нет? D:
[2:43:13] hitamyu: ники?
[2:43:19] hitamyu: ю мисс э персон хуз гон ту чайна?
[2:43:22] Фуджи: ТОЧНО!
[2:43:30] Фуджи: ФАЙНАЛИ
[2:43:31] Фуджи: О БОЖЕ
[2:43:41] Фуджи: Ю А ЗЕ БРАЙТЕСТ ГЕРЛ ИН ЗЕ ВОРЛД
[2:43:43] hitamyu: DD
[2:43:51] hitamyu: итс джаст ники из гэн фор ё иннер хичоль

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared, quotes: out of context, people: friend dumplings

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things i like in Qmi:
. the way their shipname is written

@темы: k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared

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у меня все в печали.
даже торт не помог.
хочу хогвартс!аушку.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared

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[30.11.2011 13:13:00] hisanata:
[30.11.2011 13:13:50] hisanata: я тебе вчера хотела кинуть жутко доркового хангена, но потом опять подумала, а вдруг тебе это не надо
[30.11.2011 13:13:57] hisanata: так что я удержалась)
пруф зет хиса из тролль

[30.11.2011 18:47:29] hisanata: а таблеточка-то помогла!
[30.11.2011 18:47:53] Фуджи: уже?
[30.11.2011 18:47:55] Фуджи: так не бывает
[30.11.2011 18:48:06] hisanata: значит, эффект плацебо XD
[30.11.2011 18:48:12] Фуджи: наверное)
[30.11.2011 18:48:13] hisanata: или фуджи-сан эффект

[01.12.2011 19:42:14] hisanata: у меня есть кинки на слова, что ли) не знаю, как сказать)
[01.12.2011 19:42:26] Фуджи: я люблю слова
[01.12.2011 19:42:34] Фуджи: у меня на них - разрыв головы или как оно там
[01.12.2011 19:42:43] Фуджи: вот буквально до "ОН МОИ СЛОВА ЛЮБИТ НЕПРАВИЛЬНО"
[01.12.2011 19:42:51] Фуджи: и "ПОСЯГАЕШЬ НА СЛОВА"

[01.12.2011 19:49:36] Фуджи: О БОЖЕ КАКОЙ ДОНХЭ МИЛЫЙ
[01.12.2011 19:49:39] Фуджи: ДАЖЕ ЕСЛИ ТЫ ООСНЫЙ
[01.12.2011 19:49:46] Фуджи: ИДИ СЮДА, Я ОБНИМУ ТВОЮ ТУПУЮ ГОЛОВУ Т_Т

[01.12.2011 19:52:20] Фуджи: худшая вещь в объятии хисы
[01.12.2011 19:52:28] Фуджи: это то, что тогда хисе в лицо нельзя посмотреть
[01.12.2011 19:52:33] Фуджи: но это самая худшая вещь
[01.12.2011 19:52:49] Фуджи: зато лучшая вещь - это то, что хиса не может на тебя крипи!смотреть DDDDDDDDDDDD
[01.12.2011 19:52:59] Фуджи: хахахахаха

[12:46:40] Фуджи: я решила
[12:46:54] Фуджи: я шиплю ханчолей больше всего
[12:47:11] Фуджи: секонд плейс гоуз ту шихан
[12:47:31] Фуджи: и только на третьем месте находится шичоль
[12:47:36] Фуджи: это как рёпин
[12:47:38] Фуджи: пин
[12:48:21] Фуджи: иии я не знаю, рёджин энд зен рёпи ор зе азер вей эраунд... ай нид ту синк эбаут ит
[12:48:41] hisanata: как всё сложно гыгыгы)))
[12:50:00] Фуджи: рёпи
[12:50:04] Фуджи: второй рёпи
[12:50:37] Фуджи: супер


[13:01:56] Фуджи: и пришло время составить рейтинг суджу
[13:02:05] Фуджи: топ3 это очевидно лузеры
[13:02:19] Фуджи: кибом, хичоль, ханген.
[13:02:33] Фуджи: 4 - шивон, бикоз ай куднт сей но
[13:03:09] Фуджи: 5, 6 и 7 и 8 нужно распределить между генри, донхэ, кюхеном и йесоном, пожалуй
[13:03:25 | Изменены 13:04:55] Фуджи: 9 - ынхек, 10 - мими, 11 - итук
[13:03:29 | Удалены 13:05:00] Фуджи: Сообщение удалено.
[13:04:42] Фуджи: дальше я не знаю D: ай мин, канин из осам, шиндон из вандерфул (не в плане фанат вандергерлс!), сонмин из кьют, ЫНХЕК ИЗ ЭМЭЗИНГ, ХИ ПРОБАБЛИ ШУЛД БИ НАЙН
[13:05:55] Фуджи: 12, 13, 14 - канин, шиндон и сонмин (наверное, в порядке сонмин, канин, шиндон)
[13:06:05] Фуджи: 15 - реук остается
[13:06:09] Фуджи: все? всех назвала?
[13:06:12] Фуджи: никого не забыла?
[13:07:19] hisanata: ща сек
[13:08:25] hisanata: блин что вы всех так рёука не любите D:
[13:08:33] hisanata: ну 15 чо всех конечно)
[13:08:36] Фуджи: я не знаю, за что его любить D:
[13:08:51] Фуджи: единственная польза от него, которую я словила - это то, что он готовит
[13:09:15] hisanata: <.<
[13:09:41] Фуджи: ничего не могу поделать!
[13:09:46] Фуджи: кто-то должен быть 15ым)

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, quotes: out of context, people: friend dumplings

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@темы: k-pop: big bang, pairings: awesome squared, pictures: the ones that move

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отвлечемся на секунду, что это мое отп тут такое недвусмысленное, а лучше давайте посмотрим на хичоля на картинке справа. ХАУ КАМС Ю А СО ОСАМ? итс джаст эмэзингли бьютифул вей ту стенд, энд ит риали риали дазнт мета, зетс итс фансервис энд май отп стендин хие. я повторяюсь, но я правда не знаю, почему хичоль такой красивый)
а вообще я так и не поняла, почему хичоль в маске (этой истории я еще не знаю)
и вообще, у него нос картошкой.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared, pictures: the lazy ones

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все закончится именно так, как я боюсь.

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fbunnie.livejournal.com/29724.html зе бест плейс эва, и у меня нет тега на трисамы. есть!

@темы: orgy: 3 of them, me and my pillow

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“I was in a big chaos. It was difficult for me to laugh on TV and dance on stage,” he says. “I had some lingering emotions. Since I did not meet any people, depression got worse. I had lived with HanKyung, drinked together and was really close. It was mentally difficult.” HeeChul has since recovered slightly from his depression, stating “Because he’s a friend, I despise him, feel sorry, upset. Even though I have many mixed emotions, I’ve become better now. I told HanKyung to come over when he gets married."

I told HanKyung to come over when he gets married


“I learned after experiencing this is that we have to treat each other well when they are with us. We were able to feel the members’ preciousness.”

“I think we are working harder to fill the empty spaces of other members. There’s always a place for them. They just have to come back. We are going to work harder so that when they feel that they want to come back, they would be able to come back without any burden.“ <---- they won't, leeteuk, but it was a nice thing to say, thank you.

ханген пимп пост!!!!

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, quotes: out of context

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мой мозг чудесен
он сел и убедил меня, что мне стоит перестать плакать
и я правда перестала плакать.
это было два года назад. если что-то болело, то оно скорее всего уже прошло.
the end of story.


Cinderella’s waiting tables
And the princess never did wake up
That’s how it begins

Until you figure out
A way that you can live without
Stories with happy ends

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared, quotes: out of context

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title: the coffee scent will always tinge the air
rating: pg
pairings: hankyung/heechul. (some siwon/sungmin, donghae/jessica, kangin/eeteuk, kyuhyun/victoria, zhou mi>kyuhyun.) perhaps some slightly ambiguous or ninja others, if you want to see it.
warnings / contents: coffee!au. slice of life-ish. lapslock. a rather open end on many notes.
summary: when water is poured there are images of you; i can’t wash them away.
word count: 9814 words
notes: the café!au where heechul is a writer in disguise and seems to have polyamorous relationships. began as something short and drabblesque. became a ficlet. grew even larger; iz nao a reel fic. some might consider it prose for the sake of prose, or something. (lovely.) and it really wasn’t supposed to become ~9800 words in lapslock. i don’t write long things in lapslock, except that i apparently do.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared, links: fics

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"Being in love was like China: you knew it was there, and no doubt it was very interesting, and some people went there, but I never would. I'd spend all my life without ever going to China, but it wouldn't matter, because there was all the rest of the world to visit."
Phillip Pullman

позвольте мне попытаться сказать все то, что я на самом деле чувствую.
это сложно, это тупо, это заставляет меня третий раз в жизни плакать из-за пейринга.
доктор и роз - вымышленные персонажи. они прекрасны и чудесны, и очень близки мне и я рыдала полгода, каждый момент, который у меня был свободен - я рыдала.
то нишикато было офигенным, и самым офигенным в нем было то, что я знала, что это фикшнл синг.
ханген и хичоль - настоящие люди. они такие же настоящие, как я и моя бальзак. как макс и тигра. как все остальные люди на земле.
и дело не в том, что я верю, что у них был настоящие отношения или что-то еще.
дело в том, что я верю, что они были очень хорошими друзьями. the best of kinds.
как я и бальзак однажды. как я и галя сейчас.
и мне не важно, что у фанатов больше нет поводов для подтверждения пейринга, больше нет СКВИ-СКВИ УВАААА~ моментов.
хичоль больше не смотрит на хангена на экране
и больше не говорит "чего ты рыдаешь, настоящие мужики рыдают только от укусов пчел"
и больше не говорит "HANKYUNG ISN’T JUST ANY PERSON, HE’S THE PURPOSE OF MY HAPPINESS"
дело не в этом.
дело в том, что они больше не общаются. ну, по крайней мере ханген так сказал. с шивоном общается, с реуком общается. с хичолем нет.
и это как я и бальзачка.
ви а френдли. итс найс ту си ю эгейн.
бат итс овер, энд ит брейкс май харт, потому что я была здесь, в этом месте, где люди прощаются.

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared, quotes: out of context

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так совсем на окаду не похож :3

"The right time is at the right place"

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, quotes: out of context, pictures: the lazy ones

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ханген выглядит как окада тут. ваще. о май год

@темы: ch-pop: han geng, k-pop: suju, pairings: awesome squared, pictures: the lazy ones

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пересмотрела первую серию гли.
я уже и забыла, насколько милые все были в самом начале. чаби и фанни, и очень странные, очень негламурные, очень фрики и гики.
лавд зем.

@темы: tv: glee

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окей, новый дизайн определенно освежает.