what i believe in is that
even if we fucked up everything between us
EVERYTHING
you are still one of the most important people in my life
and i see you in strangers
and i remember things that we used to hold dear
and when i visit places we used to visit
i think of you
and it stopped hurting
but it hasn't stopped being dear to me

and i write it here
not because it suddenly hurts and i need to talk about that
but because i want to use it as a fucking reminder
that time does heal
and it heals me, so it heals others too

and that is what i want for all the people hurting right now